Timeout

Body-wise and relationship-wise tt is.

Just came back from the doctor's. Body's in a pretty bad shape lately. (In fact i get sick easily ever since young). Sometimes its tension headache, sometimes of sorts of other kinds.
Today - its a joint infection on the jaw. Dr Yip says its not really due to some kind of "heatiness" or anything, might be attack of the wisdom tooth. Its weird. I'm not really sick, but i do not feel 100% healthy all the time. Anyway the doc advised me to see the dentist if i can, but I hate going to dentist.

On a timeout with ZL - had an argument again last night. So bad he decided to back out dinner at the 11th hour, even though we are only a few steps away from home.

"很在乎你的感受，但也希望你能了解 - 一段感情不能靠单方面维持。如果2人无法携手度过这一次的考验，未来的路该如何继续？

我想要好好冷静地想。希望你也一样。感情虽然真得不能用尺衡量，但是我的付出真的不少，是否该得到应有的回报?"

我真的不想多讲了- 因为你从不听进去。