DRAINED

Mentally and physically tt is.

Been having shitty days lately. I'm so tired... Loaded with work thats irrelevant, on the verge of a break-up and seems like more is coming my way. Yeah.. i look happy and jovial always, but the fact is, i see no point affecting the people around me. Be it at home or at work.

Let's touch on an interesting topic today. Sometimes i wonder, why do we have to slog at work, get stepped on by colleagues who think they can bully you and facing people whom we dun wanna see? Do we really have to endure all these so that we can bring that little money home, just enough to cover for our daily expenses, monthly payments and a little bit to help pump up the savings account? Is it all worth it?

Well, its actually a debatable topic. That is - you won't feel so bad if you find your dream job at least. I hate my work now, doing things that i'm incompetent at. Its even worse that you have to face people you dun like. If not for the hours, i would love to go back to A&P and events management. At least its where i can score with good grades. Its still part of Mktg, but i just hate the numbers - analysing, market intelligence part. Numbers, percentage, variance are killing my brains cells faster than you can finish saying 'kill me'. Dear guanyin niang niang, please grant me my dream job soon. Gamxia.

Its a Friday evening now, and i'm stuck at home. Doing reports that i was only informed today @ 5.15pm. YES - TODAY. And its supposedly due for report on Monday morning, @^#&^@&)!!!